Bible Study

Are you ever so stressed out with life that you can't even think?

Do you ever feel so overwhelmed that you feel you can't go on with the day?

Are there ever those days when you feel so peaceful, so calm, so happy?

I had one of those happy days today. Well, kind of. I did really well on a paper that unfortunately, other people did poorly on, so that was exciting - considering I am always doubting myself when it comes to being analytical. So that was good.

But tonight is what really did it for me. I went to a Bible study for the first time, and I honestly believe that it did something for me. I feel kind of silly saying that, but, on the other hand, I'm happy and don't care what anyone thinks of me. From 8-10, I spent my time with God. The people that were there were just so passionate about God and what they were talking about. All of them have been touched, blessed, by God, and you can see it in how they talk about Him. They all feel like they have something, someone to live for, and I want to know what it's like to feel that way. They did this one skit, and Erin and I were hysterical. I pretty much cried - I laughed so hard. Oh my God; so funny. Anyway, at the end, each person that ran the study took one of us. I went with a girl named Keisha, and she was very inspirational, and she helped me want to be that person that can worship and to feel good and constantly at peace and know that I always have somewhere to turn. Tonight made me want to be a better person, and I can do that, as long as I have God with me. Im going to the service on Sunday morning. Im really looking forward to it. I want to carry this feeling with me always and forever. Im tired of depending on those people that let me down, and Im tired of depending on myself and letting myself down, but if I depend on God, He will help me through. He will guide the path for me to follow. I want to follow in God's footsteps, and I want to guide people the way I felt guided tonight. After tonight, I finally have something to look forward to. =]

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